Doubt

Doubt is creeping in once again and I am not sure what to do with it.  I'm a bit overwhelmed with stress from work and life in general and keeping my head above water.  Eek.  What to do? What to do?  I'm not sure what to do.  But doubt is definitely rearing it's ugly head and I don't like it.  I keep trying to figure out what's wrong with me.  Am I too fat?  Am I too ugly?  Am I not smart enough?  Am I not friendly enough?  I am trying to smile more and be more outgoing but sometimes I get really freaked out and shy you know.  What to do?  What to do?  I just don't know.  There are times when I wish I could just go back to a simpler time.  An easier time.  But when was that?  And how long did that easier time actually last?  Haha.  I imagine not too long.  Sigh....SIGH...someone should really just shoot me because I no longer want to care about anything...ANYTHING I say.